After crying for hours last night for no known reason, I’ve decided that I’m depressed. Either for lots and lots of reasons, or as a side effect of my birth control. I really really don’t like the way I’ve been feeling. It’s hard to pinpoint it b/c school started right about the time I started taking my birth control and the emotional rollercoaster started about a month or so after school started so…it could be either stress and the fact that I really don’t like my job this year or it could be the hormones. Either way it’s got to stop so….after tomorrow I am officially off the birth control for three months to see if it helps. So….fingers crossed that we don’t accidentally get pregnant! That would NOT be funny.
Lots of not so fun things on tap for this weekend. Birthday party tonight but I really don’t want to go, taking down the tree in the backyard tomorrow, and installing our microwave (a month after it was delivered) Sunday. And planning for Thanksgiving dinner! And taking Halloween decorations down. Bye Halloween…I will miss you!