I’m trying to get back into the swing of blogging. There are loads of things on my mind. Some of them are work related, and I can’t blog about them. Many of them are baby related and…honestly? I’m so freakin’ tired of hearing about babies and pregnancy that I could scream. It’s something that I want someday. Not right now. Right now I enjoy being able to spend my money however I want. I enjoy staying up late if I want or going to bed early. I enjoy making last minute plans. I enjoy being able to get drunk if I want. I enjoy the fact that I can watch TV without a screaming baby or an annoying toddle interrupting my viewing pleasure. But I still somehow manage to feel like a failure because we don’t have a kid and we’re not trying to have a kid. It’s a huge pressure on our relationship. I’m surrounded by babies and pregnant people and I freaking hate it. Ugh.